I had a dream last
night. We were together at place which seemed to be a carnival. We
were having fun, there was a big crowd and by the way we were
together I could tell that we were a couple. It felt so good to be
with you, although it was just a dream. It felt real, as reals as the
days you are seated in front of me telling me how much you miss your
old girlfriend.
This was just a
dream. You promised me you'd stay for dinner. I was over the moon. I
was so happy that I'm pretty sure that I was smiling for real. But
then suddenly you left without a notice. Not even a goodbye. And, I
remember seeing two parcels of dinner with you as you left in your
bike.
I woke up, I was
crying. Then I was thinking. Isn't this what I always, always fear
that you will leave me without a notice. Like all the others did. I
know I cannot keep you with me forever although, at this point of my
life, it is my only wish. If you are planing to leave, I wish you'd
let me know. Without ghosting me, without leaving me astray.
I just wish you'd
love me the same way I love you
